Angst

Well...I'm just finishing the first dating book and starting the next. It's incredible how many things I was able to do wrong. I think if there was somebody keeping track, I might have won some kind of title or award for the ability to do the most things wrong.
It breaks my heart that I messed up so badly because I liked the last one. I don't really know more than that, but I knew that. And I had fun. Which was important! So life goes on and I try to learn and apply. I think it's sinking in.
The search continues....